"Welcome joy and welcome sorrow !!

I've been sitting here,Tryin to find myself, I get behind myself,I need to rewind myself!!

Hie there!! I am really in no sync. Wats happening.. How things r shaping up and where it will lead. I was really hopeful and delighted about Nov 2nd. But when i met her though for 5 mins( honestly i was disapppointed) I could not feel everything is ok. Am i pushing too far? I could not find the comfort in her demeanor. What was not acceptable? What went wrong... well to be honestly.. i s'pose everything. Its been 2 days... I am yet to reply her sms. Yes I was ofcourse talking about content... How could i feel content? when everything was not on sync. "More than enough the way we met"??? Should we.. ?? Shouldn't we??? Thats a kind of hanging in between!
Was it not supposed to be the way it went... If yes i think it wasn't.. I really need to talk to you..
I am looking forward to see you.. ASAP. But how it will be?
Okay so you've not answered the call :) I assume office me ho.. may be not right time. :) (These smily's doesn't mean i m smiling)
Sach me I was little taken aback and was not really ... i m li'll dishearted.... I thought i'll not talk to you.. but ... everything's fare. At the end of the day.. I am not feeling too good... From tomorrow i'll be on tour. Agra-Jaipur-Khajuraho-varanasi-Orcha... It would be lovely to be at Orcha.... I love that place.. small village.. Tranquil Betwa.... I wonder when i would be able to go in there with you...Perhaps Never...

Loosing strings Shashwat... Tie them before its too late....

Not this song.... Was it in the playlist??? Not Again.. Though i love it but not now... I'll not change it.. Let it be... Curious to know which song?? :)

Gloomy Sunday
Sunday is Gloomy,
My hours are slumberless,
Dearest, the shadows I live with are numberless
Little white flowers will never awaken you
Not where the black coach of sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thought of ever returning you
Would they be angry if I thought of joining you
Gloomy Sunday

Well its really nice :)

Imagination!! What if you slept? And what if, In your sleep You dreamed? And what if, in your dream, You went to heaven And there plucked A strange and Beautiful flower? And what if, You had the flower In your hand?

Signin Off!!

An Equal Music!!

Aug'24th '09


Wow!! First of all Nice pic to start with..... Let's continue!! This pic was taken on May'07 @Harshil. This pic is very close to me... It gives me the idea of nature's will....

Well.... I am writing again... why? Is there a need? Yes there is. I really like the idea of being 23rd Aug. I don't know it's happenning the way it should or is it getting little more complicated. Ain't we as a human being bear the responsibility to respond to our "6th Sense". What we feel, What we want to do, these kind of curiosities be decided solely on us. I mean why anybody's opinion or action matter in your sole course?


May be i am looking superficially at things. Do i need to be blunt? I think yes....


Have you ever felt "Touch". Yesterday i met her. :) I could not hide how happy i was, but at the end of the day(actually it was start of the day) "Bakwas band karo. Motor on off karo aur so jao". Do i really bother you so much? I would never want to do that... why? I really don't like you to be in conversation with your dilemma. Follow your heart(Do i sound Paulo Coelho?), Shit worst!! Do i sound like Sahrukh khan!! I am not sure weather i'll publish it or not?I don't know I am not getting feel... Mujhe lag raha hai ki unnecessary baswas kar raha hoon!! Aur Karta bhi hoon generally:)




When you touch; you connnect to that person like wired... Transfer of energy always happens; from higher to lower source. That's what determines the onus or rudely "Dominance"of Connect.
Perfume goes nice with you!! Could not forget!! Flash Memories!! :)


I am in such a fix.... I can't even express my happiness and i can not even choose it.

But it's always nice to act in unpredictable way!! If life is coming full circle... let it be... It's high time. And yes I do think i deserve it... Why i could stand at Nature's wish...

I am feeling good actually :) Love Actually:) I feel fresh yaar!! A voice cheers me up!!

"Change" is the key. you have to flow... continuity is life... I'd love to quote "you" :)

The worst part is most of the time we are in "Stale-mate" .... or may putting appropriately "Status-quo!!"

Its 0235 Hrs... so late... what i am doing.... writing blog:) Wow!! The weather is really great outside.... Jane neend kahan chali gayi hai.... Achcha lag raha hai :) ....

This was "Bakwaas".

Sometimes i used to think why people consider it bad to trust easily. It feels nice to trust... It's nice to know whom you can look back. That's all that matters... atleast you had something to look back....