"Welcome joy and welcome sorrow !!

I've been sitting here,Tryin to find myself, I get behind myself,I need to rewind myself!!

Hie there!! I am really in no sync. Wats happening.. How things r shaping up and where it will lead. I was really hopeful and delighted about Nov 2nd. But when i met her though for 5 mins( honestly i was disapppointed) I could not feel everything is ok. Am i pushing too far? I could not find the comfort in her demeanor. What was not acceptable? What went wrong... well to be honestly.. i s'pose everything. Its been 2 days... I am yet to reply her sms. Yes I was ofcourse talking about content... How could i feel content? when everything was not on sync. "More than enough the way we met"??? Should we.. ?? Shouldn't we??? Thats a kind of hanging in between!
Was it not supposed to be the way it went... If yes i think it wasn't.. I really need to talk to you..
I am looking forward to see you.. ASAP. But how it will be?
Okay so you've not answered the call :) I assume office me ho.. may be not right time. :) (These smily's doesn't mean i m smiling)
Sach me I was little taken aback and was not really ... i m li'll dishearted.... I thought i'll not talk to you.. but ... everything's fare. At the end of the day.. I am not feeling too good... From tomorrow i'll be on tour. Agra-Jaipur-Khajuraho-varanasi-Orcha... It would be lovely to be at Orcha.... I love that place.. small village.. Tranquil Betwa.... I wonder when i would be able to go in there with you...Perhaps Never...

Loosing strings Shashwat... Tie them before its too late....

Not this song.... Was it in the playlist??? Not Again.. Though i love it but not now... I'll not change it.. Let it be... Curious to know which song?? :)

Gloomy Sunday
Sunday is Gloomy,
My hours are slumberless,
Dearest, the shadows I live with are numberless
Little white flowers will never awaken you
Not where the black coach of sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thought of ever returning you
Would they be angry if I thought of joining you
Gloomy Sunday

Well its really nice :)

Imagination!! What if you slept? And what if, In your sleep You dreamed? And what if, in your dream, You went to heaven And there plucked A strange and Beautiful flower? And what if, You had the flower In your hand?

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