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Yeah It has started again.. !! When we try to look for  a set pattern in random events we end up cluttering our mind. Set patterns not always are set, they might look following a sequence but they all individually are  independent events.Last 4-5 days have done so much to disturb the pattern of my thought process that it's almost unbearable not to shout out!! Voila!!! Things should slow down a bit.. They must rather :). Is it time to move on??? Maybe.. Sachin has retired from one days.. May be for me too only long innings are left. Let's create a classic Catch 22... ; )Let's kill a process which is not initiated by you.. catch lies in you love this process..you very well know..it's unresponsive and the button to kill it is not there. Actually i feel pretty good   One of the most beautiful part about being responsive is that you can't kill ur idea....

One of the most amazing thing about us being human is certainty of uncertain.
Wats happening shashwat !! Will i ever be able to stoop questioning?

Events  I'll follow you now... Stop!! Following me!

Proceedings!!

Yess!! It's been already 3 attempts and something dithered or shattered me! Or we can be more humane ! No! Humiliation most of the time works as motivation!! 

Lots of happenings around my life and you know what ..It's all moving so fast!!! And It's all happening again... It's really amazing to hear echos of past.. Haunting is not at all bad in most of the cases. But yeah I'm sick and tired of analyzing same pattern and finding no chaotic order.
What was that!!??? My longest short story!! Yes ! It is!
The insanity of relationship directly proportional to weirdness of individuals. As in case, It has the virtue of being a roll model. So what went wrong? Almost everything? May be , Being judgmental is not my biggest pro's , so i'll maintain that . Nothing went wrong.. Everything is set and perfect. The idea itself is rebellious.

It seems nice to have spring around you, one of the finest time of year, you feel great. But we are not supposed to have it all the time. Yeah that short instinct, A short lived memory.
 Actually it was bound to happen and yes it was designed so.. but the most disturbing element is where lies the onus! I can't let any tom dick & harry take a decision on my take of life. If it were you or me for an instance, could have been more charming and acceptable. Destiny! Ah! That slash of silver knife... Cold .. Painless...Cold Fire.... Burns coldly!! Smoldering!!

It's ok dude!! Happens ! Nobody promised me that life will be so mushy and rosy...  Let it be!
The process is initiated!! Just need to find momentum along with.