Thursday, December 4, 2008

Last liar!!

Well… It’s happening again… I am being accused of same thing? So, is it time to recollect and reconsider things or?
There is no point blank theory that can exist as a piece of truth but it is a chain of events, small pieces of truth and of course impulses (which can not account on reasons as if there ever exist a reason ,it wouldn’t have been called “impulses”). 
The news update is: I am jinxed. Is it really so? Well… if I take an overview of events occurred in affect of me since last year as recently and tracing back to past 7 years as history; it can be deduced that I am jinxed or if I take liberty and put it little mildly that may be the combination is not working; me and time. 
Hell… I should know that earlier. 

As far as I reconsider myself friends are important for me… important than me, and if there exists a chance of choosing I might escape as I won’t be able to handle that tremendous amount of pressure. 

I do want to write more about but feeling not very nice. And what I could do now? Sorry …. It’s just a 5 letter word (depending on the graveness of situation) now.

Some kind of cyclone or maybe tempest is rising within. 
NO IDEA! What next!! 
The one thing that’s sure is I am feeling very alien and un-me. Helpless I am and I don’t really enjoy it. 

I died here…………… 

1 comment:

Naaz said...

Very True the Last liar was...Mr Shhaashwat you write so organized that every time i read i feel am talking to you....Amazing!!Its not so easy to express your inner feelings but you know this art.